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Beladarus

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I find it funny that you can get away with so much b.s.


Ever since I met you in mid January of 2017 you were always able to weasel your way into people's lives and no one ever thought of you ever being a bad person until you wronged them...


By cheating and lying you would keep getting away with things.


Today I found out how much of a garbage person you were, you lied by telling your new psycho girlfriend that I was the insane ex.


Yet YOU are always the one to message me first and want to call me... especially if you and your new gfs have fights.


I never deserved the emotional abuse from you, I always tried to be there for you even when you shit on me.


The ghosting you would always do then blame it on me... Honey, that was all you, you'd be too busy shopping for a new chick when you already had one.


You never own up when you mess up.


So go ahead, keep telling people that I was the nightmare ex.


I was the only one there for you during your breakdowns, car accidents, hospital trips, family fights and every other thing when you told me NONE of your friends were ever there to support you.


I am deleting every edit I have ever done for you, as you really don't deserve any of my work.

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2019

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To be very honest I have missed being in a relationship, I wish some of my past ones had of worked out... Especially the ones I was with for a longer amount of time. 

Scared to be in a new one as the fear of getting hurt again is hard. 

What can I do? Stay alone or go out and try again?
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You...

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You keep letting me down... Your promises are always broken... We met almost a year ago and you haven't made a single effort to show you loved me. You make me feel so bad then you just hurt me again and again.

You carry on like you want me, but if you love someone... you don't do things to make them feel worthless. 


You make me feel like garbage when I go to move on after all this time. But I need someone to show me love, not show me I'm not ever on their mind :(
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Depressed

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I refuse to drown in this pool of sadness... You pull me back into this... Playing with my head, trying to make me feel like I'm nothing with out you... I am something, something you can't play with... This isn't cat & mouse.
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Through all the Hell we struggled, but we just couldn't make it work. Both said things to hurt one another... it blows big time.

The only pic left to edit of when we were still ok...  Last Of Us by Beladarus

Last of Us
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